I Just Wanna Die

“This is forever” was the promise made to me

And everything that you said, you said would set us free 

But everything starts out fine even when it ends up wrong

And we’re left trying to stay strong

I just wanna die

Whenever I’m with you

My heart turns into stone

Yours does the same thing too

The shadows on the walls

They’ve got nothing to do

But watch us fall apart

And it’s all because of you

There was a time I told you I could be your friend

And I would stay right beside you ’till the bitter end

But somewhere along the line your fire’s light went out

And now I can say without a doubt

I just wanna die

Whenever I’m with you

My heart turns into stone

Yours does the same thing too

The shadows on the walls

They’ve got nothing to do

But watch us fall apart

And it’s all because of you

so we pretend because pretending’s all we do

And over my silent scream I smile and comfort you

You broke down my walls and left me out here in the cold

There’s nothing left but to get old

I just wanna die

Whenever I’m with you

My heart turns into stone

Yours does the same thing too

The shadows on the walls

They’ve got nothing to do

But watch us fall apart

And it’s all because of you

© 2025 Andrew Steed